So I have found myself totally paralyzed by the situation I have found myself in, and it has now manifested its self into physical pain. I have no idea how to fix this or even how to make a move at this point.
I do have people in my life that I am thankful for that are there for me and I do appreciate them very much - but I do not think that they are capable of helping me right now and that is where I find my self - with no where to turn.
That is not to say that I am giving up - I am not, I just needed to get this out of my system and figure out a way out of this mess. I have been praying and thinking about the situation that I am in and how to get out - I believe that I can, if I can just find some forward momentum before it is too late to save my home and sanity. I am not going down without a fight and I am pretty resourceful and hope and pray for the strength to get this part of my life into the past and move forward toward my life as it should be.
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